HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BABY; BUDDY!

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to shirley,
Happy birthday to YOU!

Hope you've had a joyous and great birthday this year.
Congrats, you're finally legal now! HAHAHA.
Stay happy always baby. ((:

Okay. Let me update abit about my life. haha. Been missing for quite some time.

Thurs:
Went to mind cafe with my track friends. Had hell lots of fun there. All the games and laughter. Not forgetting the forefits. Lindi's was the worst one. hahaha. And the most unforgettable scene in my life happened that day too. I was being hit by someone and my head was splashed with rootbeer float! OMG! Paisehness. haha. Ping chie, i swear i'll rmb this for life. But, overall its still a fun and relaxing day larh.

Friday:
Met up with wendy and gen. Went to orchard to shop for birthday gift for my buddy. OMG! I almost gort a heartattack that day please. I was so SHOCK larh, but luckily i managed to turn my head and escape asap. HAHA. Cant believe the world is so small. Those people i want to meet, i cant bump onto them. And those that i dont want to meet just came along the way. I hope there's no more next time. Anyway, this is the SECRET between us right my babe?! :D

Saturday:
IVP finals! Shouted until my throat almost burst. HAHA. Managed to clinched the BEST POLY title. Glad that we are able to maintain it still. Phew. At first i still thought we're gonna lose to TP cos they are pretty strong this year too. HAH. Oh, I saw my pri school track bestie; liting there too. She was there for long jump. Didnt expect to see her there cos her name wasnt in the list. So i tot maybe i have to wait for next year, but who knows she is actually the reserve and the main doesnt wanner come. Its all fated larh. HEH. We chatted for awhile then she headed home to study for her exams. After competition, we had some photo taking at gombak stadium then we went for Fish and Co at wheelock place. After which, we headed back to school for overnight stay. Played through the whole night till ard 5 plus in the morning; poker cards, mafia, room soccer and silient heart attack. HAHA. just one word FUN! Fell asleep at ard 5.45 and woke up at 9 plus. We continued to play card games and mafia until our mac delivery came. Had our lunch and then the guys went to play basketball and then we had a few hours of poker cards before heading home at 8pm! WOW! I actually dont feel like going home at all. It feels like we're having a holiday camp in school. Super fun! HAH.

Sunday: In school

Monday:
I almost couldnt wake up even though my class starts at 12. HAHA. All because of the lack of sleep, i wasnt able to concentrate in class and i kinda have a bad mood too. Sorrry guys if i did show some attitude. It always happen when i'm lack of sleep. So get used to it okay! :D After lessons, i went for training. We had games like captain ball and soccer. Was another round of FUN. Being with the trackers is always full of fun. HAHA. Off peak now, so let's not train SO HARD okay? We'll relax for a few trainings then get back to conditioning yepp.

Today; Tuesday:
Went for lessons today in the morning until 1pm. After that i took a bus to orchard with jyeshing because i'm FINALLY meeting my buddy after SO LONG. haha. I had a little bit of extra time just now, so i offered to help js buy her double choc chip muffin from coffee bean and bring it over to her work place and then i have to take a bus back to shaw center. See, how nice i am? OMG! Self praise. hahaha. We caught the movie Mr woodcock today. WA LAO, the movie sucks please. I almost fall asleep in the theater. OMG! haha. After that went for dinner with buddy and 2 her collegues at mac. Talked for awhile and then we shopped around isetan. Headed home after sending her to look for her mum. So that's about it. I'm so tired, yawns.

Buddy, i just wanner thank you for all the sweet little things you've done for me. Every single msg means alot to me, eps those that will help to brighten up my day! you're the sweestest larh. HEH! Anyway, its 3 hours to your birthday from now. I really hope you like the present and of cos the day out today! Thanks for making time to meet up with me even though you're sooo busy with your work. I truly appreciate it. I just love you alot larh my halloween baby! Hugg*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! ((:

My one year of hard trainings has come to an end.
Result for my race today was very disappointing.
I should say i wasnt forcus enough.
I screwed my starting and eventually my whole event.
The race was like shit please.
Enough said, please dont ask me how was my competition anymore. thanks.
Anyway, i just wanner say thanks to all the trackers who cheered for me today.
Even though i cant hear clearly who were those shouting and all, i'm still very glad that i have such supportive trackmates. I love them alll!

Alright, despite my disappointment with my own race, i'm still very happy because overall our track team did quite well for the first day. In fact, it was much better than last year!
WELL DONE trackers.
We didnt let coach qi down yeah! HAHA. hMm, it has not ended yet, we still have day 2 and day 3. We shall give it all out and whack it! Hopefully this year we can fight back the an overall 3rd postition. If not, being the BEST poly is good enough though!

NP track WOOOSH WOOOSH WOOOSH! ((:

After 27th Oct, we can play, eat and do what we want because that will be offf season time. So meanwhile, train hard and stay strong trackers.
ONE MORE LAP TO GO! :D

TWO more DAYS to freeeeeeeeeedooooooommm.

Wooot! HAHA.

Maybe i'll feel sad and miss a few people here in tricor.

Other than this, there is nothing much i would want to miss.
Not the rest of the people here.
Not the 8-5 schedule. SO DEAD.
Definitely not the having to wake up at 5.45am timing.

HAHA. After friday, everything shall be back to usual with school, projects, trainings and FUN!
Kinda looking forward. But well, i think for today and tmr i wont have much things to do because tmr will be the last day of work. Probably need to do some tidying up and stuff. Alright, time for work now. CIAOS! (((:

Friendship is a very amazing thing.

People come and people go.
Only true friends will stand by you for sure.
Others will just choose to go when you need them.

Once you've given up and let go of it, dont try to get it back.
Because everything will not be the same anymore.
Just cherish whatever you have now and live happily with it. Its just that simple.
You're the one who let go of it first, so dont blame on anyone.
If anyone was to be blame for it, you'll be the main culprit.

One thing that i always keep in mind that is,
the quantity of friends doesnt matter at all. What matters most is the quality.
I seriously dont care how many friends i have please.
All i WANT and NEED is just the few that will stand by me and be there for me whenever i need someone and those who love me for who i am. I'm really glad that i've already found some and i promise to cherish them and be nice to them in every single way.

i just LOVE my :
Dearest Babe; Wendy
Sweetest Buddy; Shirley
Beloved Sisters; Aizhen, Gen, Yeeshin, Joy, Wunteng, Wendy
Lovely Goodie friends; Leduan, Sharon, Bingyun, Jess
Crazy Trackers; Felicia, Rachel, Lindi, Jinghui, and my bitching gang from track.
Current Classmates; Serene, Jyeshing, Jovian, Shermain
HELL LOTS!
and i seriously mean it.
You guys are the precious pearls that i cant afford to lose. ((:

The day is getting nearer and nearer.

9 more days to the end of attachment. (Looking forward)

17 more days to IVP. (Not looking forward)

I'm so scared now even though its still 2 weeks away.
I hate the tensed up feeling when you feel nervous. Arhhh.
The adrenaline. The fear. The pressure. Damn.

I think i haven put in enough effort during trainings.
One reson is probably because i have to train alone.
No one is there to pace me and no one is there to give me pressure.
I feel like a total shit now please. Why cant i just push myself and train hard for the now? I dont wanner go there Paiseh myself please. Somehow or rather, i know this race is going to be a tough one. Winning is definitely impossible, NOT coming in last in the heats is now my TRAGET. hais. i'm so dead and useless.

You told me not to stress so much over trainings. Well, competition is in 2 weeks time and i'm still so unprepared. Teach me how not to stress over it please? The worst thing is i have to train alone on my own. hais. The feeling is like, i dunno how to say larh. Yes, i've been training all these while, but its still not enough. I have this feeling that i'll come in last even in the heats. I'm serious. How are we going to fight with those national runners? Its not just 1 or 2 of them okay, its 6 or 7 of them! Totally impossible to get into finals. hais. Whatever it is, i'll still remember your words.

Plan ahead, smile and GO! these few words are really precious to me. Thanks for being so NICE and so CARING! ((:

So from now i'm gonna push myself for the next 2 weeks or so. No matter how tough workout is going to be, i have to endure and finish it with good timings. No pain, no gain. ):

Trackers, the next 2 weeks' gonna be hard on us. No fear alright, i'm sure we'll be able to get through it together as a team. Train hard and stay strong guys. We have to maintain being the BEST poly! JIA YOU!

wooot!
My weekend was a total BLAST.

Friday's meetup with my beloved girls was AWESOME.
Had so much fun even though the meetup is only about 3 hours.
Laughters laughters and more laughters. HAHA.
Lets keep this going alright girls. The feeling of reunion is fabulous. Awwww.
I'm looking forward to our next meetup. I hope it'll be sooooon! ((:

Grandparent's brithday was alright. Food was good but not fantastic. HAHA.
What is the definition of high class restaurant can someone tell me? haha. I doubt the one i went to is please. Perhaps its just the service they are talking about. Excellent service i must say. Ambience was good too cos we booked the function rooom. hehe. Anyway, as usual larh, caught up with lovely cousins and gort to know how one another life's is now. We seldom have time to catch up with one another, its only during family gatherings. So yarh. Looking back, time really flies. I still remember how we used to play together when we were young. All the playgrounds, all the hide&seek and all the card games. Awww. So memorable. Now that all of us have grown up, we are all busy with our own life. The feeling is different now. No longer that close anymore. But still i hope we could still keep in touch from time to time to keep each other updated yupp. ((:

Chiu, I really miss those childhood days where we used to play and do crazy things together. Even though things are different now, do keep this in mind, we'll always be the bestest cousins on earth okayy! This is what you told me rmb? haha. Loveya larh. Huggg* :D

Another thing before i forget. This is specially for my babe. I know after reading the previous post, you'll feel angry or uncomfortable. But hey, always remember this, no matter what happens, no one else can replace you. Please dont compare yourself with shirley okay. Its not the same at all. Its alright if you dont understand it. I just want you to know that all the ups and downs we've been through together can never be easily replaced by anything or anyone else yupp. Simply L-O-V-E! ((:

19 more days to IVP. I'm so unprepared please. hais. Wake me up when october ends.

I'm sorry.
I din expect things to turn out this way.
i i know i'm at fault blame. I'll try to make time for you within the next 2 weeks okay. Promise! ((:

Its okay that we are both busy with our own life, so long as we still have each other in our hearts, everything will be great, isnt it? And this is what makes me happy after reading ur msges each time we update each other about our lifes. I can feel the connection that is in between us and the sweetness in our friendship.

Honestly speaking, i really treasure this alot. It is rather strange and i dont know how we could like turn into such good friends after being colleagues for only 2 months. hMm. No matter what, i'm really thankful for having such a nice and sweet buddy like you and all the little things that you've done. Of cos not forgetting your sweet little msges that never fails to brighten up my day each time. THANKS alot baby! All in one word, i just L-O-V-E this buddy of mine alot alot and alot! huggg* :D

(i know you wont be reading this. but i just want you to know that you do mean something to me. Equally important as my other commitments and my group of beloved sisters. Losing you is like losing a precious pearl that takes someone a hard time to find it. I promise i'll NEVER trade this pearl of mine for anything else.)