Its because of the ups and downs we've been through that makes us grow up and gets stronger each day. This is what people call 'the stage of growing up'. There is bound to be happiness and sadness in our life.
So much had happened in the past one year. Things have changed, people have changed, friendship have changed. Why is everything changing? Damn. Some people are no longer the same like before. Perhaps i have changed too. But what exactly is the thing that makes us change? i really dont understand. Memories of the past kept flashing back. and i seriously hate it. Can someone teach me how not to look back at the past? Tell me, what's more important now is the present and the future not the past!
If i were to be given a chance to choose, i had rather you dont come back and go MIA for as long as you want to, i dont care anymore. Keeping in touch with you again is making me feel worse than last time. I admit i have always wanted to keep in touch with you. But now, i realised the consequences of it. I really dont like this feeling. I tot after such a long time, the pain will be almost gone. Who knows, your reappearance has made the pain came throbing back. hais. Frankly speaking, i'm feeling plain shitt now! Will you just get the hell outta my LIFE! I just want to live life as what it is. No presence of you might be able to make me feel happier. Or perhaps without this friendship of ours, life might be even better.
Woho! i feel super relax now man. Projects, X-campus and everything is finally OVER. i repeat finally OVER ! yay! The past 1 week plus has been hell for me. I was totally stressed out and i admit my mood hasnt been good lately. All because of the stress la. Damn it. Its alright, i'm glad everything is over now. i can at least chill and relax. wOw! how nice.
Anyway, X-campus has been successful completed. Everyone is now so happy that it has ended. However, sad to say, all our hardwork and us being able to sleep for only an hour the night before the day of event only worth 5 CCA points. how pathetic man. Oh well, that was really tiring man i tell you. We had to get everything done for the event by that very night. None of us had a chance to sit down and relax. Needless to say sleep. i started preparing all the stuffs since 4.30 on friday all the way till 3.45 the next morning. i even walked the whole campus route in 3 hours just to put up the signage thingy. OMG. That was so powerful la. LOL. i'm really glad that the whole event turned out to be quite smooth that day.
CHEERS to X-campus 2007 and my committee members! It was really nice working with you guys! Many valuable memories. Thanks for the times, it will be truly treasured. :D
Saturday, we celebrated wendy's birthday at essential brew's on saturday. Brought her to eat and normal stuffs la. Chat and catch up with one another. Was kinda tired due to having only one hr sleep the previous night. But we did had fun. And hope wendy enjoyed herself too. <3
Sunday was a total disaster! DAMN IT! Its worse this time round. I did not sleep the WHOLE NIGHT. went to js house to stay overnight working through the whole night just to rush out our BMGT project that is to be submitted on monday. i noe its very last minute. But, we had no choice. Started at ard 12 plus, all the way till 8 plus in the morning. We were still unable to finish it. OMG. damn it. Took cab down to school for POA revision lecture. By then, the 4 of us were already like dead zombies. Totally knock out, but we forced ourself to go to school. LOL. After lecture, we continued with the project till 2 plus. Printed out the report, submitted it and then, finally it was completed. My last year 1 project. Hoyeah! Thanks to js, mui and jovian for putting in effort for the project. It was greatly appreciate. Also thanks for that night, although we were busy editing the report, we did had fun too! The maggie mee supper. hmmm. =)
So many things had happened during the past few weeks. Rushing of proj, event and stuffs. These has taught me a lesson. That is, never leave anything till the last minute. If not, you'll regret and DIE out in the end. hahas. However, in the process of rushing, we all had memorable times together. I believe those were the small little things to be remebered after we completed our diploma and graduated from ngee ann. Afterall, i would say POLY life is never relaxing. Everything just comes one after another. We can hardly have time to breath. Two weeks from now, the final exams will start. Again, i have to starting mugging soon! Alright, ciaos people. Will pdate soon. :)
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i'll update soon. i'm just here to wish my dearest babe a happy birthday. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY WENDY! you're being loved and hope you've enjoyed your lovely day today. PLEASE like the tissue holder alright? hehe. LOVEYA! XoXo! :Dit ended off just like that.
wOw! i felt so much of accomplishment today. Today's project was SUPER productive i tell you. My brain cells totally die out at 10.30pm. We work through our report from like 3 in the afternoon all the way to 10.30pm. Without much digression. It was so amazing that we could put in so much effort and think hard on how to phrase the sentence nicely. Cos usually we will be digressing and talk about food and stuff. Today was an exception. That was great. I suppose we are all sick and tired or projects. Thus, we all want to get it over and done with. hahas. OMG! so happy can. The report is half way through already. hahs. C'mon, this shall be our last project for year 1. Let's put in the best effort to make it a good one alright! jia you. HAHAS! Oh anyway, thanks jye shing for the ride home. Your dad is SUPER NICE! thankHIM! :DI'm so so so tired after the whole day of squeezing my brain cells. Alright, i'm off to continue with my progression of the project. Ciao people. =)HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITING! Guess you must enjoyed ur special day with your loved ones. May all your wishes come true. Stay sporty and happy always alright! Hope you like the birthday card. MUCH LOVE. XoXo. <3it ended off just like that.
School has been a total STRESS. I've gort like 2 presentation and 1 test this week. Hate spending so much time on projects. I mean projects are okay, but, it depends on who you do it with. I'm glad BCA and LMS is done and over with now. Whats left is BMGT and IAC. After next week, everything will be over except for the final exams. hahas. wOw! i cant wait.
Well, next week will be ngee ann open house, which means my event is coming, which will also mean i'll be busy the whole week for preparations. DANG. ahahs. To all ngee ann guys and gurls: Do register yourself for the X!-campus run 2007. It'll be great experience! LOL.
And to all my committe members: Lets all work hard for this last week and make this event a smooth and sailing one alright. JIA YOU!
Anyway, i think i'm getting kinda emo nowadays. Maybe its because of the stress from school and everything. Poly life has never been good in my perception. and yeah i still miss my secondary school days. There's like so so much more fun back then. hais. Time really flies, soon we'll all be turning seniors and no longer freshies anymore. One year of poly life is going to end just like that. To me, there's like nothing interesting that happen within this whole year in ngee ann except for making some really worth friends. Thats how pathetic life can be.
I don't understand why you always have to pop out when i am trying hard to let go of everything. Now, you're back and giving me false hope again. Tell me how should i react. how should i feel. i really don't know what you want. Why are you back again? DAMN. Just when the messae came beep, my heart skip abit. At that moment i was lost. Everything is so screwed. ARGHHH!
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I am so so tired after the first day of school. DAMN. All thanks to the 2 days of public holidays that i have so many make up lessons and tutorials now. Today's lessons starts all the way from 9-6 with only a 2 hour break. After lessons, i had my X! campus meeting from 6-7.30. OMG. Today has been such a long day for me la. I am tired! hais. This week will be the worst week ever i tell you. Tmr's schedule would be --> Lessons will be from 9-6 and meeting from 6- dont know what time. Friday's schedule would be --> Project from 11-1 followed by Lessons from 1-5 and end with a make-up lecture from 5-7. OMG! This is sooo shit la. DAMN! Wendy: Let's have our usual meeting on sat and our usual dinner yep! Essential brews. <3Aizhen: Join wendy and me this sat okay. We'll go somewhere fun to hang out. =)Genevieve: Enjoy ur last week of holidays yah. see ya soon. ;)Buddy: All the best for the new year and hope you'll be able to cope with your A level this year! Jia you okay! <3Wild boar and buffalo: Its time to start bucking up for our finals. Its less than a month away. Jia you gurls. We can do it. Lets hope we'll still be in the same class next year. <3NP trackers: Let's all start to train hard and do Ngee Ann proud for the POLITE game that is coming in march okay.All the way! :DEveryone reading: HAPPY DAYS AHEAD! cheers. it ended off just like that.
I realised my post are getting shorter and shorter because i'm getting lazier and lazier to talk about my life each day. LOL. Went back school today for lms project. Our video and report are almost done. YAY! but our iac has been left untouched. i gort no idea how to explain to the teacher that we have not done much. dang! hah. Anyway, school's starting tmr. First day of a new school term gort individual assigment already. My god. sad la. To sum up the total, it will be ---> Tutorials not done + projects uncompleted = unprepared for new school term!
Darling Friend: Happy birthday to you my dear! Hope you'll enjoyed this special day with your loved ones. Live life happily okay. May all your wishes come true. LOVES and MISSES. XoXo. it ended off just like that.
Happy new year people! YAY! Its now a brand new year, which means everything will start all over again. 2006 has been quite a lousy year. Alot of things had happened. Things aint going the way i want them to be. Well, i'm glad that its over. Lets hope that this year will be a great one and may everything go smoothly bah. Stay happy everyone! :D
-i'm out-
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