i've been stuck in blaw for like 3 days? HAHA. totally like nothing goes in man. so wasted. so now, i think i should move on to the other modules. today i've been practically watching tv and studying blaw at the same time. but, it seems like my multi-tasking skills aint up to standard yet. HAHAHA. you know what i mean uh. common test is just next weekkkk hello. and here i am still so unprepared. so distracted for the past few days. din really studied much. or i should say i did study but they din really go INTO my brain. damnn. i need to concentrate. come on. tell myself i can do it! one more week to endure and i can relax already. jia youuuu for those stuck in their books trying to mug for CT! hah.

life's been a bitch nowdays. many many problems. all come at one shot. i really dont know how to handle them seriously. sometimes, i wish i could do something about it. sometimes, i want to do something about it. but, there's always this something that obstruct me in doing something about it. OMG! this is getting confusing. okay nvm. just three words to conclude. I GIVE UP! i tried to think of ways to solve the problems. i really did try to use the methods. but, it doesnt seems to work at all. i am tired. really very tired. i hope i can just die off right at this moment so that i can be released from all these stress and problems.

i used to think that i have many good friends around me whom i can depend on. i used to be contented with the friends i have because i thought they are true friends. but now, i dont think it that way anymore. things have changed. people have changed too. i realised i no longer have friends who really care. or should i say, all along i dont have friends who really care? i guess perhaps one has to learn to be independent and not depend on friends. no one will love you more than urself. maybe this is the right mindset i should have. friends sometimes can be really disappointing. and i have experienced quite alot of these cases already. it made me lost faith in friendship seriously. what are friends man?! hais. alright, i guess its getting too complicated here. i better get back to my mugging.

GOODNIGHT!

wOw! i haven been blogging for ages. if i'm not wrong my last update was on my birthday? Sorry it took it so long to find time to update this blog. HAHA. Alright, i iust came back from the standard chartered helpout. Didnt sleep the whole night until this morning. YAWNS. Its true that it was rather tiring and we were kinda pissed off when the people kept asking us to do things. Everytime we hit our butts on the ground trying get some rest, a min later we'll have something to AGAIN. what the hell is wrong with those people man. haha.

Updates here:
16 Nov- Project Nutz event. The whole week has been HELL for me seriously. Staying back in school everyday till 10pm (which means 12hrs in sch) and the last min rushing and chionging for the events is really not easy. Afterall, the event still went on quite smoothly. I was rather happy with it though. At least our effort was appreciated by some people. HAH!

17 Nov- POL-ITE road race in Ngee Ann. Stayed over in school in friday to prepare for the event. Slept quite late and thats why we cant wake up on time. hahaha. The event was smooth too. Everything went on well. Ngee Ann girls gort 5th and the guys came in 3rd in the overalls. Despite the off peaks, they can still achieve, its really a great job. haha. Heyy and to those ngee ann runners who are not from track, really thanks alot for your willingness to run for us. It was greatly appreciated. :D

18 Nov- Went back to SCHOOL to chiong the fmgt project. OMG. i seriously hate to go back to school on a fine sunday can. But i guess all of us have no choice, its rather though to find time to accomodate to everyone. Thus, sunday is the BEST choice.

19 Nov- Had ECD presentation and we went to alumni for lunch. It was the very first time we had lunch together as a class. Its rather amazing that we can actually clique quite well as a class. HAHA. Compared to my classes from the previous sems, i kinda like this new class more. perhaps because the people here are more friendly and they dont have much politics and all are happy-go-lucky! HAHA.

21 Nov- Had our very first test for the sem. CMA. omg. haha. I did study for the test, but i think i screwed up some parts and the MCQs are rather tricky. So i doubt this time round i'll do well for the test. hais. will be getting back the paper next friday. Pray hard*

21-22 Nov- CHIONG fmgt project in school and at home. haha. Everything seems to be in a rush. 3 weeks time to complete the whole project is too short larh. However, we struggled and work together and managed to complete the report by thursday night 3.30am. OMG faints.

Week starting 26 Nov- Busy preparing for fmgt presentation on wed. Helped out for the launching of singapore's bid for youth olympic thingy. super funny and waste of time. the 2 cca points are really easy earning man. haha.

1 dec- Met up with lindi, Ws, Dex, Fel and Zm for dinner a merridian before heading to padang for the standard charted helpout. The korean food was okay only lei, not excatly that nice. but the serving is really alot larh. haha. After dinner, took bus down to padang.

2 dec- Left padang at 7am and took the early bus home. Once we boarded the bus, HL and me just knock out and slept allll the way until BP. haha. Imagine how tired we are. LOL. Reached home, took a quick shower and there i go. POOOM! haha.

Alright, i think i had a long entry today. NOW, i have to go and finish up my Blaw tutorial. Good night people! ((: