School has started for like one week already. OMG. i'm sooo busy till i gort no time to do my tutorials; which i'm rushing now to finish them. So many things to be done in such limited time. oh my. Mon, tues and wed was CCA fiesta. I was at the booth ALL the 3 days. hais. Tiring. The response was alright i shld say. Whether or not the people stays with us is another thing larh huh. hahas. Overall we've gort 50 plus freshies who have signed up. We started our first training on tues. Played some bonding games and try to bond them together before actual training starts. Things went off quite well if we minus all the delay times and all. I could see that all the year ones are like so tempted to show off their power or i shall say their running speed. During the games and activites, i could see that there are really good sprinters who can run fast. Now, we dont have to worry anymore because most of the year 1s this yr are able to run! wohoo. BUT, we still need GURLS!
On thursday, i had my jap lesson. The lesson is so interesting that i dont even feel that 4 hrs lesson is long. The teacher is so nice. The only bad thing is my classmates. Dont ask me why. I dont know how to describe man seriously. The moment everyone settled down, mui and i was like looking at each other and sigh. hahas. I bet you guys know what i mean larh hor. LOL. Learnt quite alot of things and i'm so looking forward to next week's class. yay! heh. Ytd's training was the best cos we played touch rugby. Initially i tot my group is gonna lost the game and we're all going to run a FULL campus. But who noes, we actually won and the other grp had to do their punishment. LOL. Bathed in school and then we headed to KAP for lunch. Reached home and started to do my tutorials. Till now, i've yet to finish them. OMG. hahas.
This whole week has been a really really busy week. Now that school has started, i realised i have so many things to juggle with; cca, studies and work. Its damn tiring i swear. Imagine when my projects start to pill up, where can i find time to do them or even meet up with my group mates? hais. I'm thinking whether i should quit my job and concentrate on my school stuffs. If i carry on my life like THIS, i might break down soon. Argh. Nvm, i shall see how things go from now. Next week will be another TIRING week that i have to undergo. Mon, wed, fri -> trainings! Tues, thurs and sun -> work! Sat -> Tutorial day! When will these tiring days stop?

This week has been a busy week for me even though i only worked like one day on monday. The rest are OFF days. Wohhooo. how nice right. hahas. Being the last week of holiday, i think i should give myself a break from work and everything. And yeah, i did it. Went out with my beloved babe on tues and trimmed our hair at chapter 2. I seriously think that ah lian hair-stylist is so uncool and inexperience. My hair now makes me look so nerd. Plain ugly can. OMG! nvm. Bear with it man. It'll grow back. hahas. sad. The next day i went out with wendy and aizhen. Woke up by WENDY early in the morning. But actually not considered early larh. Was already 11 plus. but i'm still sleeping larh. Met her at amk and had lunch and then we headed to vivo city. Shopped around and we waited for gen to knock off and settled our dinner at thai express. wOw. i think the food there is quite nice. Just that the customer service is shitty. LOL. Ytd, i went to aizhen's house to do my cca flyer. It turned out to be kinda messy. So we have to like redesign it.There goes my hardwork. hahahs. Its alright. I like eugene's design though. And, today we went to school to help out at the FUN-2-007 event. It was very unorganised. Many things were cropped out. Wasted alot of time due to the rain and stuff. By the end of the whole event, the helpers were all drained out. hahas. I swear i'll never help out in this kind of event anymore. Argh. Somemore there's a bunch of people who pissed me off today. Damn. Super-Extra irritating!

School's starting on monday. I wonder if my classmates are nice people. hahs. nvm, at least i know like half of the class already. They are NICE people of cos. So sians man. Everything's gonna be back to its usual routine again. Packed bus, morning lectures, track trainings, project and more STRESS. hahas. Anyway,i want to enjoy my last 2 days of holidays. But, i'm like packed with things to complete. How to relax? omg. The cca fiesta alone is already giving us enough problems. We have yet to plan anything for our booth and our notice board. I guess its gonna be another last minute work again. hais. OkOk. I need to go get some rest. I'm dead beat tired. So ciaos ppl. (:

I know i always say things that isnt what my heart meant. I know always do things to make people feel that i dont care. But thats not right okay. Deep down inside my heart i do care. Its just that i dont want to say it out. After such a LONG time of losing touch, i still care about your existence no matter what you have done to me. You might not know about that, its alright. After so much things that has happened, we're still back to square one; acquaintance. I dont know why. Tell me then. Am i really cold blooded? Only people who knows me well will understand. Some people might call it 'jui ying xin luan'. Whatever larh. Thats just my character and thats hard to change. hais.
I neeeed more friends! I neeeed to open up my heart and let my circle of friends go wider and wider! Realised that mine is really really small. LOL. I might look fierce(my first impression to people, i dont know why), but after getting to know me, you'll find that i'm actually NOT okay! I can be as fun as how much you want me to be. It just takes a little more effort to know me more before judging me. Dont judge a book by its cover, it might be an old history book, but the knowledge that you'll be able to gain from it might be priceless.

Teach me how to smile when everything's not going the right way.
Lead me the way.

I felt so detached and lost touch with my friends. OMG! Am i living in the world of my own? Many things are happening but yet i know nothing. Working has certainly made me drifted further away from them. I just hope things will get better and better! More communication needed. ):

Alright man. Haven been updating my blog for quite some time. It looks so DEAD. No tag, no entry, nothing. Now, i shall revive it! hahas. Nothing much interesting to blog about though. So, i shall anyhow post an entry to make this blog more lively. Note: This entry will be kinda long. hahas.
Number one:
Hokay, went to celebrate our sister day at village. The food there was alright! Not very special. but quite nice. I guess we had too much potatoes that it made us so filling. heh. We just hang around and had our dinner then we headed home. Photos were taken. But it was not nicely took. Therefore, i shall not post them up. Muahahas.
Number two:
My IS enrolment was SHITT! Totally disappointing. Dont know i should call myself suay or what. The moment the clock strike 4.00, my internet/np net connection gort problem. I have to log out andd in again. DAMN IT. All because of that i cant get a place in the business etiqutte thingy. Fortunately, there's still space for jap. HAHA. Ended up taking service innovation. What a disappointment.
Number three:
I have to wait till the end of april to get my pay! So damn fed up when i heard from my manager that there was a slight problem in the HR department, thats why i wasnt issued my pay slip. DAMN. But what can i do man? Just wait lorr. I really dont know what kind of luck i have lately man! SOOOOOOOO suay! All the bad things happen on me.
Number four:
I lost my beloved nike t-shirt. So maddening can. And i know who purposely did it. I dont confront you not because i owe you a 'ren qing'. Its because i dont want to create a stir because of a t-shirt, you understand? I'll revenge in other ways. You just watch out uh.
Number five:
Had our CCA showcase for the sports camp on sunday. What a day man. That day's weather wasnt good at all. Rain and stop, rain and stop. omg. hahas. I should say it was quite fun afterall. We are still unable to spot any girls who can run. That is so sad and a BIG HEADACHE to us. Raihan left, kristen left = Lack of girls = NP track POOOM! hais. Lets hope during the CCA fiesta things will turn out better uh. WE NEED MORE GIRLS! C'mon, we're counting on you jerald. hahas. Um, when the whole thing ended, ALL of us were badly burnt without knowing it. The whole scence was so damn funny can. The vest shape and even i myself gort burnt. All became lobster laughing at one another. hahas. Afterall, i think everything turn out to be a success larh. hardwork put in was worthwhile. hmmm. hahas.

Holidays are ending in 2 week's time. Everything will start rolling once school reopens. That goes to say, i NEED to get back to track trainings as soon as possible. I want to train hard and qualify for IVP this year. I hope this dream of mine will be able to come true! 2 more weeks to enjoy. YAY!


Messages:
Wendy- Heyy, hope everything's going on well for you. Glad that you've passed your BTT! Jia you for your advance paper alright. HOPE to meet up soon. You're GREATLY missed! -LOVES-
Gen- hahas. Hope work is fun for you and enjoy the last 2 weeks of holidays Okay. Meeettt upp soon! -LOVES-
Aizhen- Must be busy sleeping all day long right? LOLs. kidding larh. Make full use of the last 2 weeks to do whatever you want and have yet to be done yarh. Enjoy! -LOVES-
Shirley- Buddy, i know you've been very busy with your school work and your band stuff lately. Whatever it is, just take good care of yourself and dont fall sick alright. imissyoutruckloads. -HUGS-
Rach and fel- Lets get back to training ONCE school reopens. I miss training. But i dont misss the campus run. LOL! see ya gurls soon! :D
Buffalo and Wildboar- When is our class gathering?! We've started taking about it 2 months ago and nothing has been planned. OMG! hahas. Meettt up before school start alright! Misses you gurls. :)