I'm in a bad mood today. Perhaps it's because of my poor performance during yesterday's time trial. Didnt have any mood for anything today. Sorry people if i had done anything o make you feeel unhappy yupp. i sincerely apologise. Its my bad. Anyway, i went for aaa lecture in the morning. After that had ief lesson. Gort back our report. Indeed we din do well. Most prob will get a D grade for it bah. I have nv gotten any D grade for anything since my frist sem in ngee ann okay. I guess ief shall be the first one bah. Damn it. I know its partly my fault, i didnt really put in any effort in the project. So i deserve to do badly larh. Arghhhh. Alright, i need to go back to school for the award appreciation thing. Hope the food is good. Looking forward to that only! HEHE!
Okay, i'm out. ((:

Time trial today was super duper BAD!
Filled with disappointment.
Clock a really lousy timing for both 100m and 200m.
I dont know what's wrong with me.
I just gort no mood to talk about it anymore. Its over.
I shall train EVEN HARDER for the next time trial.
Make sure i improve and hit my target timing. I know it takes time.
And i promise i'll make time for trainings and gyming no matter how busy i am.

ARGHHHHHH! Today is bad bad bad bad day! DAMN!!!! ):

Alright man, well done! My body is aching all over now. All thanks to the gym ytd larh. HAHA. Afterall, I would say the gym work out is quite effective larh. Otherwise, my muscles wont be aching now. HAHA. Did some strengthening to my leg and some weight squads for my leg power. I hope by doing these, it would help me in my time trial tmr. Damn. I'm super worried and scared now larh. Even though it is not selection yet, i can still feel the fear in me. HAHA. Moreover, i have no idea what is my PB. After so much trainings, would i be abe to get a good PB? I really hope so. Even if its just an improvement of 0.1 secs i'll be happy enough. Anwyay, I'm happily resting at home now because of tmr's time trial. Its acutally a good thing to stay because exams are coming in 3 weeks' time, and i can start mugging. But hey, this is not the case larh, i've been slacking at home watching youtube instead. omg. I think i deserve to fail man. HAHA.

Important dates to note
AAA : 17th August
IEF : 21th August
Ec : 22nd August
Pmkt : 23rd August
OM : 24th August
ITP( Attachment ) : 27th August-12October
IVP : 20th, 24th and 27th October

Almost all the lectures and tutorials have finished. All that is left now is only OM and AAA. So i think next week i would be damn freee larh. HAHA. But i wont be slacking anymore ( i hope ) because i really need to start my revision as soon as possible. Need to start planning for what to study first and all. Now, i worry for exam. After exams, i worry for attachment. HAHA. Will be starting my ITP right after my exams. Which means i dont get any holidays larh. So sad. Hais. Moreover, i wont be able to go back to zhenghua for teacher's day celebration. Thats even worse can. During attachment, i have to worry about trainings because IVP clashes with my attachment. Hais. I'll see what i can do bah. Maybe will request for early knock off and rush back to school for trainings.

Alright, enough of blogging. i shall start revising my ief (the killer module) now. Wish me luck for my time trial tmr people!!! God blessssssss. ((:

Just received the mail informing us about our ITP. Guess what? Everyone of us are posted to different places. ONLY karen and weixia is so lucky that they can still be together. HAHAHA. i'm posted to some ulu ulu company called tricor singapore pte ltd which i have never heard before in my life. This company is located at cross street. I totally dont have any idea where this place is! DANGGG! hahaha. Dress code is another thing that i'm worried about. Heard from my friends that we cant wear jeans and must be very formal. OMG. Does it have to be so serious? We will all still end up doing *sai kung* work. Wear so nice for what man?! HAHAHA. Dont understand at all. and i hope i'm not the only one posted there. As long as there's ppl from ngee ann posted there,i dont mind larh. Everyone needs company man. What's more when its like a totally new environment. LOL.

Anyway, i caught harry porter with my sisters on tuesday at lot1. OMG. The movie totally sucks can. Its a waste of my 7 bucks. Damn it. Its the lousiest harry porter movie i've watched. Not exciting at all. Too much talking in the movie i think. HAHA.

Trainings been the same. Till now i've still not improved. Its is really disappointing. Haven got the chance to hit the gym due to the time constraints and the gym orientation thing. But yeah, i still managed to do some gymwork at the old old lousy gym downstairs. Ytd's training was very slack i should say. No running, but we focus on techniques and gym work. Attendance for trainings has also dropped. Especially the girls. the turnout rate was really bad. The only gurls who attended training were lulu, jinghui and me. hahas. Actually, as time goes by, you will only see the few consistent people coming down for trainings. I have no idea where the rest have gone to. Projectst? Or issit because the training's too tough? I dont know. For me, i still believe that if you really want to improve, you have to come for trainings. If you dont, dont even expect yourself to improve at all. Honestly speaking, i think training's not tough at all larh. I tried to complete every single set of training workouts, but yet i'm still stagnant at this lousy level. Its kinda sad larh to see that all the efforts that you've put in during trainings didnt pay off. What to do? this is life man. Perhaps, i'll have to put in even MORE effort in trying to improve myself. ARGGHHH. Stresss. Exams coming, stress. Project nutz, stress. Trainings, stress. ITP, stress. So many things, so stresss. hais. I just feel like everything is going the wrong way! DAMN it! ):

celebrating the 2 birthday boys' birthday at thai accent! :D

on our way to sentosa. having fun yeah. ((:

after dinner at vivo city! had lotsa fun!

after the race at republic poly. our musical notes. <3

the visit to ice-cream chef for IS project. hahaha.

Life is all about how you manage your time. Perhaps i just dont know how to manage my time well, thats why i'm so busy. I feel that there are alot of things waiting for me to do. But i just dunno where to start from. Then, i always end up wasting alot of time. I think i need to learn how to better manage my precious time. ):

My life is quite simply actually. School, track and friends. These are the 3 majors that i would consider important to me. I dont really have much activities because trainings have already occupied 3 days out of my 7 days week. And school projects are occupying my remaining days. Thus, i dont have much time to spare. Most of my time are spent with the trackers and my classmates. Now, tell me where can i find time to go out with my friends? I cant even rmb how long ago was my last movie or even shopping date. Its been really really LONG.

I would really want to apologise to those people whom i have neglected lately. Especially ppl like wendy, aizhen, gen and my buddy shirley. I hope you all can understand that all of us have different things to do. You should know what is important to me. Like you, you have your own commitments while i have mine. Sometimes when you're busy i dont blame you. We actually have to compromise and give in to each other. No matter how much we've lost touch,i believe our hearts will still be together. I hope things would turn out better. This sem has been really stressful for me i would say. I have too many commitments to deal with. I dont know how i can make it up to you. All i can say is i'm sorry for the negligence. ((:

Buddy just texted me ytd. Its been so long ever since we last contacted each other excluding all the good night msges larh. HAHA. She's been very busy preparing for her A's and her band stuff so we seldom get to talk to each other. But, still our hearts are connected. Even though we dont meet up often, i can still feel the closeness between us. This is what that makes me happy. haha. Anyway, must jia you for your A levels alright. I'll give you all the support you need to pull you through. Loveya buddy! :D

Trainings has been very very disappointing lately. I dont know why i'm not improving at all. Is it because of my injury? I'm running slower and slower each training. SHITTT! Tell me how should i feel man. Sad? Angry? Depress? Worried? WHAT?! All i know is i seriously need to build up my leg power because i need it badly to improve on my speed. Endurance is another important factor, Hoping for improvements in a month's time. And for that, i promise i'll gym at least once a week!

HELLO! haha. I'm back to revive my blog yo! LOL.
Its 10 days after july have started and my entries are still stuck at june!
HAHAHA. Cant blame me. I have too many things to do.
Just completed 2 projects and now i have 3 more pending.
Hoping projects will end really really soon larh. ):

I really have nothing to update about man.
Recently its all about projects and trainings and mostly track stuffs.
Guess those reading my blog would feel so bored and sians until they decide not to visit my blog anymore. WAHAHAHA.

For your information, my life aint that boring okay.
There are still plenty of meaningful and happening stuffs which i am just lazy to type them down. I think that its just a waste of time. So long as i have enjoyed myself, i feel good, i dont have to write it out. haha.

YAY! I'm so happy cos FINALLY i'm going for the gym orientation. I seriously need to do gym badly. I need leg power and i need to IMPROVE. Feel so weak. DAMN. Lets hope gyming will do me good. ((:

Alright, pose some photos then.

*! The stage helpers !*

Opps. sorry rachel, your face is cut! HAHA.

*! this is the flower gang !*

*! The negative effect !*

I gort BLACK teeth! SHIT! And and, thanks uh serene, i din know i actually look like a dog! OMG! ):