Guess i'm getting more and more lazy to blog nowadays. Maybe its because of the busy schedules i have everday. When i get home, i feel so tired that i dont even feel like going online. I seriously hate this sem man. It totally sucks. The modules are okay actually, but the stuffs we have to do is just too much.
Enough of complains about school work. ahahs. Life in school has been okay. Although we have to stay back to do our projects, we still enjoyed ourself la. So many lame jokes and crap things happened every meeting. Especially on sunday. We went to the mad jack near the crown centre to have our dinner. After we finished our food, we started crapping. Talked about ***** and all the yucky things he did.*IMAGINARY* Like omg la. We just laughed all the way for like an hour or so. hahas. Then, we played truth or dare. I did one of the most embarrassing thing that i have ever done for my 18 yrs of life. What the hell man. I'll never forget the stupid dare that i'm being forced to do la. " Hi, ........ , You're welcome. " DAMN. ahahs. I think i can say projects helps to bond us together. I do feel that there is better understanding and more connection between us now. However, conflicts do happen. We just have to learn to forgive and forget bah. But then for me right, i think its kinda tough uh. Sometimes, i dont even understand myself well. I dont even know what i want in life man. OMG. Its kinda pathetic la. Sadden. =(
Oh yah, serene you better bring me to island creamery SOON okay. I want to try their I-SCREAM! Drools. hahahah! YEAH! Holidays are coming in 2 weeks time. BUT, before that i need to sit for the irritating common test first. That's so annoying la. Lols. I hope i can do well for it. But, maec and bca is really omg la. I only have confidence in poa thats all. DANG! ahah. Alright, i think i'll stop here. I still have LOTS of projects and stuffs to do. So, update soon yah. Chaos people! =)
-i'm out-


Life isnt that bad afterall! =D

We took some photos in class while others are presenting their BCA project. So suay, the last group to present can. ahahs. We're so annoying and noisy that the teacher scolded us. Damn.

I love this! What's wrong with you uh buffalo? Lols.

The two gurls who always irritates me! <3

My god! So random la. I'm talking cant you see? LoLs.

The two annoying gurls trying to be funny behind my back. So bad! but i like! =)

Its us again! <3

Life has been REALLY REALLY BUSY for the past few dayyyss. OMG. Its projects projects and projects la. Never ending man. So many things to do. Damn. I haven even started on my BMGT project can . DIE. Everyone has already like started discussing on it, but my group uh, we're too busy to bother about it man. ahahs. I totally dont like this sem! Projects are really killing me man i swear. And they are not powerpoint proj okay. Most of them are all REPORTS la. Damn. It'll take alot of time to complete even ONE. So can you imagine how long will it take to finish 3 reports? My god! argh. IAC and LMS sucks too man. Make me so dislike IS class now. hais. Common test are coming. And i feel that i have learnt nothing for the past 6 weeks. The only module i have confidence in is POA. Omg. i'm so so gonna do badly for the rest of the modules la. Especially maec. Its a total gone case. Even though its just MCQs, it'll still kill me. hais. I guess i really need to put in more effort in my studies already.

Anyway, i realise i haven been going for trainings for a full one week due to projects and stuffs. Omg. Tmr still gort the sports camp GL thingy. I really dunno which one to go man. Track or GL, Track or GL? ahahs. Tough chioce. Dang! I gort my ivp jacket already. yay! But uh, the size right doesnt seems to fit me man. Its FAR TOO BIG la. Now i regret taking M already. Should have taken a smaller size. ahahs. Today went down to the snack bar to meet the X-campus committee to walk the route of the X-campus thingy. It took us ONE hr to complete the whole route. We went for dinner at the market and then headed home. ahahs. Met up with DN to collect my belated birthday present. =D Thanks uh! And sorry for making you wait for like half an hr. SORRY! I'm so tired, need to have a gd rest already. Okay, thats all folks. Update soon! =)
-i'm out-


Life isnt that bad afterall! =D

Time really flies man. Another week is gonna end soon. I am having the kind of feeling that a new week has just started. But, apparently its like ending already. OMG. ahahs. School recently has been kinda busy. LOTS of projects to do. Its really bothering me man. It took away my rest days. hais. And training has been kinda tough lately. I know we need to train hard for the coming competitions. But, this is not the way things are done. Its off season now, we shouldnt be doing so much. Campus runs and project nutz route runs are really killing us. I'm worried about having injuries when the season comes. I think we should at least have some game session instead of training everyday. Training is really getting more boring nowadays. Because its off season now, the people who came for trainings are getting lesser and lesser. Sometimes, i also dont feel like going. Super tired. hais.


Oh, anyway. I recieved my birthday present from my classmates on tues. THANKYOU CLASSMATES! I've been trying to save money to get that watch. But now, i dont have to anymore. I'm super happy! ahahs. Its in my favourite colour somemore! LOVES. To the gurls : i noe you gurls are the one who planned everything. i noe its kinda hard to collect money and decide on everything with the guys. just wanner say a big thank you to all the 4 of you alright! Thanks jye shing and shermain for searching the whole town and queensway for the nike bag. Thats how sweet you gurls are. i appreciate it lots!


My watch! it belongs to me now! double yayness! =)

These are all my presents for this yr's bday. THANKYOU ALL! =D

-i'm out-

Life can be real busy at times, just like how it is lately.

Oh well, i cant believe i spent half day of my birthday at home trying to finish up my workshop thingy. hais. Its kinda pathetic. I Went out in the late afternoon ytd to meet up with my track friends. OMG. Chris bought me a present la. He made me feel damn guilty now. THANKYOU chris. I'll get you something SOON okay. Oh yah, we went to newyork newyork to have our dinner. Throughout the whole dinner, its laughter, laughter and laughter. LOL. It was damn hilarious. Especially the part when we saw a man who ordered the whole spring chicken! The scenerio is damn funny! We had SOOO much chicken for the meal and that makes us feel like chicken already. ahahs. But eventually, the guy didnt finish his whole spring chicken. The serving is toooo big la. Anyway yah, i went home at ard 8.30. Hais, Its kinda sad la. My birthday just ended like that.


Thanks to those who bought me birthday presents! Million thanks. It was greatly apprciated. Expecially my BELOVED group of sisters. I know you gurls spent alot for my birthday. The bag is not cheap, i know. yeah. THANKYOU alright! Loveyougurls! Oh yah, and to my track friends too. Those who bought me the slipper, the wallet and the cute little tigger. FEL, thankyou so much for the LOVELY card you've made for me. ilikeit! So sweet of you! =D
Oh my gosh. I'm growing older and older. The feeling is just so not gud man. I guess i'll have to wait for another LONG year before i celebrate my bday again. Overall, this year is just the best birthday i had in my 18 yrs! So memorable. LOVES. =)


Today school is damn boring la. Lesson ended at 1. Ah mui ask me to teach her POA. So we went canteen 2 to have our lunch and proceeded to the snack bar to do our work. Guess what? Ah mui didnt manage to study la. She was practically using the laptop for like an hr after we reached there. After that, she borrowed my notes and STONE! LOL. Ok la, she did study abit la. ABIT only uh. wahahas. This irritating gurl then made me walk her to the library there lorr. And then i have to walk all the way back to the sports complex. So mean right? wahahs. I wont blame her cos she's sick today right leader? lols. I have to admit that today's training is a little bit tough. I din complete the 8 project nutz route, i did 5 instead. The slope is killing i swear. Thats the most tiring part of the run. Imagine i have to run up the slope for 5 times? ahahs. I know its gud for high knee lift and stuff, so i'll push myself to go another few rounds the next training. After the project nutz route run, we did 5 sets of stairs workout. Campus run came after it. Its the most tiring part of the whole training. I dont know why. Maybe its becoz i'm tired or its just the speed that they are going is too fast. I can only say i tried my best and yeah i managed to finish the run. A fast one i mean. Had another round of X-campus meeting after training today. Yups. I guess everything is going on fine! Thats great. Alright, its time i get to do my tutorials for tmr. DAMN. i'm dead. LOL.


Anyway, here are the photos taken at newyork newyork. I only posted some of them. Will update the pics another day cos i'm super lazy now. LOL. enjoy.


At newyork newyork on the 12/11/06!

We ate too much chicken until all of us look like chicken! LOL.=D

Newyork Newyork! Nice place to chill out and have dinner at! =)

A little bit of random. :)

Another random shot! Why is lindi looking at siewling eating? LOL.

I'm actually looking at the guy who ordered the whole spring chicken and nv managed to finish it! wahahs. It was hilarious!

Our appetizers! Its not very full after eating these. BUT its SUPER FULL after eating the main course. Everyone of us is like so damn sick of chicken already la. LOL.

-i'm out-

Happy birthday to myself, chris, jael, azahar and asraf! YEP! Werawks!

Life is just great only when you have true friends ard you! =D

I've enjoyed myself last night! It was totally awesome! They just surprised me with the cake and the present! OMG! When i first saw the cake, i was like. OH MY. It was the cake that i've always wanted! And they really gort it for me. IAMSOHAPPY! =D
Everything is just so nice and sweet. And i have to say thankyou soo soo soo much for the effort and stuff you gurls did. I liked the present so much la. The colour of the bag is just so nice. SCREAMS*. I'm so touched and speechless. This is the best birthday i've had in my 18 years of life. I swear.


I just wanner say THANKS to all who have wished me happy birthday, be it msg, be it calls, or be it testimonials. I am very appreciative of that. Especially my group of BELOVED sisters. Hearts them. And yeah, also my buddy shirley. I din't expect her to know when my birthday is. But yet, she surprised me with her sweet little msg. OMG. thankyou darling. Not forgetting my track friends namely Rach, Fel, Kaymond, Lindi, Richie, Matthew, asri, Chris(theonewhohasgortthesamebdayasme) and lots more. You guys are great! Thanks so much for the presents and the msges. Um, yeah my classmates too. thank you. Thus, i conclude that this yr's bday will be an unforgettable one. =)

My birthday cake! LOVES*

Lover 6! <3

Lover 5! <3

Lover 4! <3

Lover 3! <3

Lover 2! <3

Lover 1! <3

My share of cake! =D

smile! =)

a little bit of random! :)

oh my god! yummilicious! <3

-i'm out-

i'm glad have these group of friends with me! ILOVETHEMALL! <3

Oh please. Can the memories please stop flashing back. I dont want to revive them! It reminds me of those stupid little childish stuff i did, the effort that i've put in and the time i've wasted. Thinking back, i realise i'm really dumb. I've put in so much but yet in the end i gain nothing out of it. DAMN! I'm having this mixed-feeling in me now. Why did i even go and view that stupid profile and the photos?! omg. stupid me. Now, i feel so shitt! argh. I really need to get rid of it. Please kill me. please. There is something i still cant get it right. And i dont think i would want to get it clear. Becoz, i know its just too complicated for me to understand. LOL. At least for now, i know things are going on fine for you. Thats enough. =D
-i'm out-



It ended off just like that'

Fucking bitch! Please pardon me for my words here. This entry shall be abit of vulgar(sorry) cos i want to vent my ANGER. ARGH! I'm super pissed now. DAMN. What the fuck does she wants man?! I had hell enough of her nonsence la. The shouts here and there is just so irritating and annoying. All she knows is to indirectly shoot people. Everytime pretend to talk very loud, hais here hais there. Think i dont know what you mean issit? Like what the hell la. Want to say, just say. Why must you go one big round and beat around the bush, go round complaining to people? Sometimes i tried to shut off my ears when this kind of things happen. However, this time round i can't take it anymore. The problem has been around for a few weeks till now.

I know my mum is in a difficult position. I know how it feels, i really do. But the thing is, i just dont know what i should do man. I gort scolding from my mum for no reason. hais. Everyday when i reached home, you're already done with sweeping and mopping of the floor. I'm left with nothing to do already. You dont fucking expect me to wash ur clothes or even iron them for you right?! Think i'm ur free labour? FAT HOPE man. I also have my own stuffs to do okay. I'm not your maid. Somemore, i dont see any point of being nice to you. Ask yourself this, have you ever been nice to me? The answer is so obvious, its a NO. You're the one who's bad first, so dont expect me to be good to you. That will never happen please. I know i sound bad here. But if you look at the way she treats me and my brother, you'll agree with me totally. Those people who are close enough with me, you'll know who i'm referring to. Anyway, let me tell YOU something, retribution will happen. Its just the matter of time. And i believe your turn will come SOON!

I feel so stressed and restricted staying here. REALLY. I had enough of these shitts already. Imagine, i'm already so tired after returning home from school, i still have to face all these mess. How am i going to handle them? I'm tired already la. Please, i need a break. Dont give me anymore problems. I'm physically and mentally tired out.
-i'm out-


Life has been really shittyyy nowadays. I feel so pathetic! =(

Alright. I've gort nothing much to update about my life. The life cycle is the same everyday. Lesson, training, home. That is my life. I know its boring. That is why its so pathetic and shitty. Update soon.

Shirley. My buddy. loves.

These people complete my life! THANK YOU! =D

-i'm out-

Life can never be better without true friends around. I'm glad i have them! =D

Even though my birthday is one more week from now, i have already recieved my FIRST bday present. Thank you so much uh! You know who you are. I shall not say more. I truly appreciate it! Feel so touched la. I dont know what to say. You left me totally speechless. THANK YOU! =D


I am dying to get OUT of the house every single now and then! Damn. Staying in this house just make me so feel like killing myself at times. The complains, the noise, the everything here is just so irritating. I just HATE it! I cant do anything but to bear with it. hais. I mean who doesnt like to stay at home right? I would love to do so if i could. But some people are just too annoying. And it makes me hate home nowadays. If i have a choice i wouldnt want to be here. Is this really what i have to go through in life? Its just so UNFAIR! Why some people can just live their life happily and feel so contented while i cant. I'm not asking for much. I just want to have a comfortable home so that when i return home from school i can rest and do what i like. Instead of living comfortably, i feel so restricted. ARGH. Life has been really really bad! I dont know how to describe it. It just SUCKS! I've gort a pathetic life. hais. =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU WANXIN! Hope you've enjoyed ur day! Stay young & cheerful oways! Loves.
-i'm out-


feeling plain shittt now!

Oh well, back again. Today acutally have to go sch for project then go for IS calss. But, the tutor is on MC which means we dun have to go for class! And yeah, i was told by my grp leader that since today there's no LMS lesson we dun need to report to school for project. yay! It sounds like a holiday uh. Despite no lesson, i still went to school for training. Tmr's blaze the race. Thus, most of them din come for training cos they need some rest. So yah, only kaihua, zhongyong, richie, eugene, rach and me trained. Did a campus run for warmup, some gym work and conditioning stuff. Kinda tired la, but still feel that we have not done enough. Ah mui you noe what? I saw 'HIM' again. This time round is at the gym. Omg. I tell you uh, he is super stuck-up can! Give that kind of face la, as if he very macho and good looking like that. PUI ah. Damn. so annoying.

I'm getting sick and tired of blogging already. So dead. Everyday write about the same cycle thingy. BORING! hMm. Maybe i shall just blog once a week instead of doing it everyday. Sounds like a gud idea uh! ahahs. Now that i have no more job, i can have more time to rest. yay! Weekend shall now be rest days for me! I'm not saying i dun have to look for another job already. I mean while i'm looking for a job, i should just take my weekend as rest days. Its kinda tough for me to find a new job. Because, i just want to work once a week and that is why its difficult for me find one now. You can hardly find a boss who would want to hire someone who only work once a week. That is also the reason why i really treasure my previous job. hais. The shop is no longer there anymore. I wonder when can it stand up again. If there is a chance, i would love to work for my boss again. I'm not kidding. They are nice people. Anyway, nowdays i'm kinda busy with school stuffs. Busy life is back. Lots of project are piling up. Tutorials and workshop thingy are all undone. Soon, i'll be even busier because of the X-campus thingy. Damn. I think i should start to do something about it instead of complaining. Lols.
-i'm out-



Life is just plain boring!

Backflash!

The present! :

The gurls! (missing my sprinter senior woanyi & raihan)

Ngee ann track team! =D

My classmates! TB02!

The Past! :

My class! 5N1'05! :)

The gurls that i love! =)

The working days with shirley! =)

The days back then. My Darling friend! =D

No lecture today. So i reported to school at 1 for BCA tutorial. Its a total waste of time la i tell you. I din do anything for the whole 3 hrs can. Din bring my textbook, so i cant do my workshop thing. Instead i try to install that stupid sam thing. It takes super long la. I'm just so impatient that i kept complaining to ah mui. Think she cannot take it also. Lols. After that did some PBL thingy. So sucky, everything oso need formula. omg. Um, it started to pour in the late afternoon. We din managed to have training today due to the SUPER BAD weather. So damn cold. That was the reason why i decided not to train. Anyway yah, no training so i had some emo session with my fel and asri. Walked round the track for dunno how many rounds. I never count but i know its about 6 or 7. Shared some opinions and at the same time got to know more about them uh. how nice. hmmmm.. i like. ahahs.

Oh well, Life is just so shittty at times! Lets pray that it would be a better day tmr. please. please.

happy birthday perlyn! =)
-i'm out-


Sometimes life isnt that bad afterall! =D