SO, you all can see that i've been quite busy the past few days right. haha. i just came back from my 2nd comm meeting for hr bonding day. wah, i tell you. its super hilarious man. especially when we tried out the games and all. i laugh until i cannot take it. hahaha. though the discussion lasted the longest today, i'm glad we all had fun together! it brought us another step closer to each other. not only us students, but also with our tutors. we really had a great time. i never regretted taking hr even though alot of ppl says its boring and blah blah blah. but, i still miss having class with my fav tb07 and my fav 3 ppl in school! ahh crappy feeling sinks in.

i really hope our effort will be paid off and EVERYONE from this hr cohort can be closer to each other after the actual bonding day. i can assure you all it will be damn fun. So, final yr students taking HR option this sem, please come down and enjoy this assured fun day with us!

alright, i actually planned to go out with jov and mui. but then, i didnt know jov already had plan for today. so i'm home blogging now. ahhhh. i've gort so manyyyy projects to do mann. total sian-ness. school is very stresssful this sem i dont know why. hais. okay nvm, i'm not suppose to be emo here. must tell myself, always look on the bright side of life~ what crap am i talking? lol. ohh tmr is holiday! so happy i can sleeeppp well tonight. yes yes yes!

and here's an EARLY GOODNIGHT TO EVERYONE!
happy labour day too. ciaos.

say me weird.
call me whatever you like.
i dont think i will even care.
well, maybe thats how you will feel
when something really gets out of hand.


and the weirdo says goodnight!

this is the very first time you initiated to talk to me. woooh!
no doubt, it really made me smile! though i was a little shock. haha.
but what actually surprise me the most was you actually rmb what i told you long time ago. i always thought you were too busy with things that you've forgotten me. but hey, you didnt! i'm so happyyyyy. !JUMPS! hahaha. although the conversation was short because i'm rushing for class, i can still feel that you care. =D

alright, school stuffs are okay except for the many deadlines and stress coming out from it. apart from that i think its still manageable. i'm trying to enjoy my last sem of school! wooooh! my target for now is to get to know the whole cohort of students taking HR this sem. okay, just let me be ambitious for once alright? haha. but well, in fact school is where you actually build bonds that you'll need in your future working life you see. so no harm knowing more people. dont be shy and mingle around mann. you'll need connections when you go out to work next time.

as for training, i think i'll try to make it down at least once a week. thrice a week training is impossible now because of my projects and my HR stuffs. its unlike last time, the work load now is getting heavier and heavier. simply because i'm in year 3 now. i have to chiong and finish my semester proudly! now that i mention that, my another target for the semester is to hit a gpa of 3.7 so that i can secure my diploma in merit status. heyy, its not impossible okay. i'm trying very hard now. so dear friends, please help me along and give me morale support! i'll be very appreciative. thank you thank you. ((:

okay, i think i'm talking alot of crap here. all like very rubbish. but who cares. i'm too tired to think of what to type. i'm just typing down what comes to my mind.
i'm going to watch tvvvvv now. sooo byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i'm getting sick of all the six hours class! damn it.
i really hate it. especially those days with 2 leturessss.
information overloaded mann. cant take it seriously.

and today IB lecture i dont understand a shit at all.
i was stoning, stoning and more stoning. jia lat!
huixin is sooooo weak ever since school started.
why why why? tell me why.


omgggg, eye candy eye candy eye candyyyy! ((:

awww! today i saw eye candy again. woah, after like so long mannn. hahaha!

okay, back to reality! school today was okay, nothing spectacular.
just had a bread just now to fill my hunger cos i nv go for dinner after training.
soon, i'm going to bed after i finish packing my stuff.
i dont have the energy to read my notes already larh.
so do you think i have the mood to blog now? haha. tired tired tired.

BIG BIG YAWNssss.

ohh my god, i've been struggling with my tutorials for like 2 days. sat and sun.
buttt, i dont know why i still cant finish them. its only 5 modules, why so lonnnnggg?
is it because its all THEORRRY based thats why?

wah, i think this semester i jia lat already.
no more modules with figures and calculation = GPA downhill. hell noooo man.
i cannot let it happen. this is my last semester already. oh come onnn! hahaha.

its only the first week of school and i see so many datelines coming up. from now till week 5 is gonna be damnn tiring. i gort many datelines due in week 3, 4 and 5. need to get things prepared before vietnam trip and all. omgg is this call year 3? why like so diff from what my friends tell me one. they say year 2 is the most stressful year, but no leh. i think year 3 is the killer!!!

okay, change topic. i feel like changing my blog skin to those default plain ones. getting sick of this already.

but i'm lazy to go online to look for nice ones. too many things to do, i gort no time!!
okok, i think i will change soon. aizhen please teach me how to change back okay?

fyi, az is my IT teacher. any problem with IT stuff, i'll go look for her. i wont say i'm a noob, i'll just say i'm not good at that. okay, saying this to make myself feel better only larh. hahaha.

yawns. i think i'm tired again. although its weekend, but u look at the time now, 01:35am! who not tired, you tell me. lucky tmr my class is at 11am. first tutorial gort get-to-know-each-other session anot huh? i want leh, i dunno all my classmates yet. i think i tell my friends this, they'll laugh at me mannn! hello, you year 3 already still get to know what? haha. okay, i'm just bored.

okay, tired tired drives me to bed! meet up with mui,jov&js! Coooool to the bittt. i cant wait larh. haha. they made my life more happening in school. seeing them nv fails to make me smile. even if we dont talk, their presence is already enough to keep me warmth! HAHAHA!

GOOOOOODNIGHT! :D

today huixin is very very tired again.
i dont know why nowdays i'm getting more and more lousy.
fun2008 helpout was fun although very tiring.
i just feel that the event was not well organised, it was too messy. haha.

anyway, because of the helpout i skipped IB lecture just now. heard from my friend that we have to attend the lecture because the lecturer uses the OLD SCHOOL method of taking attendance. the first thing that comes to my mind is ''so many pppl, you want to take until what time sial?'' come'on man, singapore is a high tech society already. tap card easier for you(to monitor and save time) and us(pon lecture)larh. hahaha.

its the second day of school and i already feel very stress. i mentioned in the previous post that i've gort an integrated project which combines 3 module into 1 project. i seriously think this is my retribution for laughing at my friends who have gort fyp to do. mine is more or less the same with the same level of stress. the only diff is that we've gort overseas study trip to experience and have fun with. thats all. alright, maybe i shall be optimistc! Final lap to go and i need to pull it through. so smile and enjoy the process. like as if i will like that. talk only larh. hahaha.

flashback moments and i kinda miss my clique man. i haven seen mui and jov for 3 weeks already. and that buffalo tan jye shing for 2 monthsss! omgg. will you all please find time to meet me? 3 vs 1. so you all pity me and let me win okay! hahaha. seee youuu threeee soooon i hope!

training tmr, orientation for freshies on friday. cool! haha.
okay, i'm going to read my lecture notes and have an early night.
so tired man. yawns. goodbye.


GOODNIGHT WORLD! ((:

time really flies man. so fast we're all in year 3 already. i had my first lecture for the semester today. this pathetic cohort of HR students are having lecture in classrooms! omg, i only have 2 lectures which is in the proper LT. the feeling is definately damn weird. like we're already used to having lectures in the big big LTs at 20, 22, 24 and 28 for the past 4 sems, suddenly change to classroom the feeling is of cause very weird and very different larh. as i said, the HR cohort this sem is SUPER small, we only have 3 tutorial classes. total of only 41 students as compared to 120 last sem. now u understand why i say its pathetic? haha. oh i have something funny to share here. this incident happened during the first lecture in classs.

After 45 mins of blabbering by the teacher; making announcement and breifing us about our intergrated project, overseas study trip and bonding day and stuff.....
Girl : Raise up her hand and said ''Mdm, i cant find my name on the namelist''
Lecturer : ''Oh how come? Did you check carefully?''
Lecturer : ''Nvm, you take a look at this list see if your name is inside. This is the full list of HRM students we have''
Girl : ''Still dont have"
Lecturer : ''Are you in the right class? Are you a final year student taking HR?
Girl : Looking very blur and replied ''no i'm suppose to be having some workshop.''
Lecturer : ''Are you a year 1 student? ''
Girl : nodding her head ''yarh''
Lecturer : ''Oh dear, then you are in the wrong class already, you better go for your class now and dont miss the lesson.''
The lecture group/class/students : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We just burst out laughing damn loud. she must be damn pai seh. haha.
Girl : Quickly leave the room without turning back.
After she left, our lecturer actually ask us were you all like that too when you were in year one?
We all had the same respond : NOOOOOOOO! and we laughhhhh again. LOL.

Oh my god! she must be damnnn embarrased. poor thing leh, year 1 second day of school such thing happen to her. aiyo. she must be thinking to herself ''i need to dig a hole and hide my head inside, this is so embarrassing!!!''seriously, this is really the joke of the day man! pooor thing.

Anyway, i think HRM is quite interesting. Its not as boring as what people think it would be. We're gonna have a overseas study trip to vietnam during the june holidays. COOL! i've already signed up for it and i'm definately looking forward to it. Furthermore, we're gonna have a bonding day for all HRM students. how cool is that man. Not only that, there'll also be a HR congress in may. We were asked to be student helpers there and we can attend the talk for FREEE! hahaha. After seeing my new lecture mates and classmates, i see a few familiar faces and a few ''slap'' me faces. hahaha. i also see a few people whom i dont think will take HRM. so when i see them walk into the class this morning, i was like '' EH?! '' Other than that, the people are okay. Come to think of it, a smaller cohort can have advantages too like better bonding and of cause quiter during lecture. The only bad thing is having lectures in classroom and cannot PON lecture anymore. lecturer = tutor, so they know whether you have been attending lectures anot and there is also no tapping of cards for classsroom lecture. sian.

i dont know why i feel so tired these few days and i'm starting to sleep very early nowdays. Okay, i'm going to study and revise already. huixin is going to work very hard this semester because she wants to pull up her GPA. hahaha. CIAOS! ((:

As i said

i went back to school for training today.

Didnt had enough sleep man. yawns.

Even though i went to bed very early ytd, i still cant get to sleep.

Tossed and turn for like 2 hours before i could go into my sweet dreams! omg.

I think my there's something wrong with my internal clock already.

Need to get it back to the proper timing before school starts. Oh man!

I know it takes time larh cause i've been sleeping irregularly at 3 or 4am everyday.

So, u tell me how? HAHAHA. I knocked out in the evening and went into lala land for 3 hours or so before waking up for some bite which is like 10:30pm just now. wah, this is the first time i feel so shiok man! lol.

Anyway

today's training was alright. I gym-ed and ran alone.

The feeling is eh, different? hahaha. Dont know larh.

I finally get to see how pathetic training is. Only 8 ppl present. faint.

Coach ask me whether i have been training anot cause there's a competition coming up in the late april and the regular trackers are taking part but i dont know how to reply her and i feel so guilty. Nvm, we'll see how things go when school starts. Most prob i'll go back to her training workouts. And after training, we lunch-ed at canteen 2. Fried fish soup after 2 months. Still as nice. The only thing that is lacking is my teh-bing hahaha. Then we went to help out for the fun2008 thing. Although hanging out with the juniors makes me feel a little uncomfortable, its still not too bad i guess. At least we all had fun together. ((:

Just now

while doing drills, dexter said something that really impressed me.

We were talking about the CCA fiesta stuff and orientation for freshies.

Then he said something like 'No matter what, we'll have to make them bond and get to know one another well. Its because of the people they meet in the cca that will make them stay and commit to the cca'.Then the first thought that came into my mind was, 'finally somebody understand how i feel'! Not bad eh. hahaha.

Okay

so i'm only left with 5 days of official school holidays. The next 2 weeks are gonna be quite packed because of the cca fiesta, trainings and fun2008. I guess for now, i should ENJOY and live life to the fullest everyday. Eat, sleep and go out. yeah thats holiday life for everyone mannn. Time check 02:41am, its still early. to me at least. haha. nothing to do, i'm going to watch dramas on tudou already.

GOODNIGHT! :D

Finally

after so long i'm going back for training tmrrr. hahaha!

Dunno whether i can still run a full campus anot. I'm gettting FAT.

OMG OMG OMG!!! ):

Perhaps, i'll do a little bit of gym and a little bit more of running to balance out.

Its gonna be another lonely training without training buddies.

Oh well, i have to get use to it larh cause its gonna be like that from now on. saddd.

Anyway

i went to collect my laptop today.

I tell you uh, its really sucking my blood man that stupid laptop. Damnn.

It was reformatted due to dunno what problem larh and then everything in my C drive is gone. EVERYTHING okay. Even my microsoft office and all those stuff which is already installed in the laptop when i first bought it is GONE! What the heck man.

Now, that stupid laptop is soooooo clean now.

VIRUS freeeeee and PICTURES freeeee and SONGS freeeee.

Wah lao. you can kill me please. urghhhh.

I still need to bring it to the school IT helpdesk to install all those things all over again. Simply wasting my time can.

The morale of the story = take good care of ur laptop and have backups of important stuff! Once it crashes, its GG(good game) already man.

Definately a good Lesson learnt!

okay!

i've been feeling very guilty for MIA-ing from track for a month or so.
i've been feeling very guilty for not fulfilling my promise to help the new comm when they needed help. i've been feeling guilty for not contributing anything to track ever since i stepped down. Yes, i know partly its my fault.

but then again.

put urself in my shoe and think.
if you have no more training buddies in track,

no more close friends in track and
you're the only on-going year 3 there. how will you feel?
to me, that kind of enthusiasm is no longer there anymore.

not because my passion for track is gone but because
i no longer feel like a big family anymore.

that is why i've been missing trainings lately.

Honestly speaking,

i would have quitted track long ago if not for some people.

They really made me feel that i belong to the team and the big family.
you look at the team now, everything is very different.
people from my previous batch have graduated,
people from my batch are either overseas or having attachment.
You can hardly find many who are true and nice.
people who attend trainings regularly is LESS THAN TEN!
For you information, this is the worst already okay.
i've never seen any trainings less than ten people WITH COACH AROUND.
simply said, thats really something wrong with the people in track now.

I would say track is the only CCA where you'll see all sorts of weird people.
like you'll see people who thinks that they're too good that they dont have to join us for warm ups and workouts. HELLO, if you're really that good, you would have been in the national team already! WAKE UP MAN! stop acting like some big shot okay idiot! i'm not trying to be sacarstic. I know this CCA is more like a indivivual thing where we take part in our own events and win for ourselfs. But, there's still a need for team bonding because this is a CCA and not an external club!For the past 1 year or so, i've been trying to bond the ppl together. End up, the whole thing just dont seems to work out. We even gave ppl the wrong idea that we're baised and stuff like that. Crap!

Anyway, i actually tot of qutting track a weeks ago.

since i have already gotten a gold for CCA achievement,
i can just quit and concentrate on my studies anytime i want.
but i think again, i still feel that i shouldnt.
because i still have a passion for it.
if i quit now, i know i'll regret some time soon.
so i've made up my mind to go for training when school starts.
maybe i wont be as enthu as how i was last year.

maybe i wont be there as often as last year.
or maybe i wont be putting in so much effort to bond the ppl together.

but, i'll still be there.

now that i've stepped down i can relax and enjoy trainings. COOL!

okay, i'm kinda looking forward to seeing the new batch of juniors coming in! ((:

i know i'm whinning again. if you think its v boring, you dont have to visit my blog.

its just a place where i vent my anger and jot down my feelings. so, if you feel uncomfortable or anything, just dont click on this link larh! save your trouble.

ONE last week to school reopen! My last week of holidays EVER so i'm gonna enjoy! :D