i've been stuck in blaw for like 3 days? HAHA. totally like nothing goes in man. so wasted. so now, i think i should move on to the other modules. today i've been practically watching tv and studying blaw at the same time. but, it seems like my multi-tasking skills aint up to standard yet. HAHAHA. you know what i mean uh. common test is just next weekkkk hello. and here i am still so unprepared. so distracted for the past few days. din really studied much. or i should say i did study but they din really go INTO my brain. damnn. i need to concentrate. come on. tell myself i can do it! one more week to endure and i can relax already. jia youuuu for those stuck in their books trying to mug for CT! hah.
life's been a bitch nowdays. many many problems. all come at one shot. i really dont know how to handle them seriously. sometimes, i wish i could do something about it. sometimes, i want to do something about it. but, there's always this something that obstruct me in doing something about it. OMG! this is getting confusing. okay nvm. just three words to conclude. I GIVE UP! i tried to think of ways to solve the problems. i really did try to use the methods. but, it doesnt seems to work at all. i am tired. really very tired. i hope i can just die off right at this moment so that i can be released from all these stress and problems.
i used to think that i have many good friends around me whom i can depend on. i used to be contented with the friends i have because i thought they are true friends. but now, i dont think it that way anymore. things have changed. people have changed too. i realised i no longer have friends who really care. or should i say, all along i dont have friends who really care? i guess perhaps one has to learn to be independent and not depend on friends. no one will love you more than urself. maybe this is the right mindset i should have. friends sometimes can be really disappointing. and i have experienced quite alot of these cases already. it made me lost faith in friendship seriously. what are friends man?! hais. alright, i guess its getting too complicated here. i better get back to my mugging.
life's been a bitch nowdays. many many problems. all come at one shot. i really dont know how to handle them seriously. sometimes, i wish i could do something about it. sometimes, i want to do something about it. but, there's always this something that obstruct me in doing something about it. OMG! this is getting confusing. okay nvm. just three words to conclude. I GIVE UP! i tried to think of ways to solve the problems. i really did try to use the methods. but, it doesnt seems to work at all. i am tired. really very tired. i hope i can just die off right at this moment so that i can be released from all these stress and problems.
i used to think that i have many good friends around me whom i can depend on. i used to be contented with the friends i have because i thought they are true friends. but now, i dont think it that way anymore. things have changed. people have changed too. i realised i no longer have friends who really care. or should i say, all along i dont have friends who really care? i guess perhaps one has to learn to be independent and not depend on friends. no one will love you more than urself. maybe this is the right mindset i should have. friends sometimes can be really disappointing. and i have experienced quite alot of these cases already. it made me lost faith in friendship seriously. what are friends man?! hais. alright, i guess its getting too complicated here. i better get back to my mugging.
GOODNIGHT!
posted by h u i @ 11:31 PM
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