Its because of the ups and downs we've been through that makes us grow up and gets stronger each day. This is what people call 'the stage of growing up'. There is bound to be happiness and sadness in our life.

So much had happened in the past one year. Things have changed, people have changed, friendship have changed. Why is everything changing? Damn. Some people are no longer the same like before. Perhaps i have changed too. But what exactly is the thing that makes us change? i really dont understand. Memories of the past kept flashing back. and i seriously hate it. Can someone teach me how not to look back at the past? Tell me, what's more important now is the present and the future not the past!

If i were to be given a chance to choose, i had rather you dont come back and go MIA for as long as you want to, i dont care anymore. Keeping in touch with you again is making me feel worse than last time. I admit i have always wanted to keep in touch with you. But now, i realised the consequences of it. I really dont like this feeling. I tot after such a long time, the pain will be almost gone. Who knows, your reappearance has made the pain came throbing back. hais. Frankly speaking, i'm feeling plain shitt now! Will you just get the hell outta my LIFE! I just want to live life as what it is. No presence of you might be able to make me feel happier. Or perhaps without this friendship of ours, life might be even better.