i don't know why i behaved in such a way today
perhaps my mind just wasn't right
I'm sorry if i have made anyone upset or angry today
thousands of apologies!

for the past few days or perhaps the past few weeks
i can feel that i am not behaving like myself
like i say, alot of things has been going on
which resulted me in thinking alot
maybe I've yet to find back the real me

although sometimes i don't voice out
it doesn't mean that i don't care or i got mood swing
its simply because of my character
i guess right now at this very moment
there isn't anyone who really understands me

looking at how time flies
reminiscing the past
i realized its time to grow up
this is the stage where most people will hate
imagining themselves being a working adult
with no more exams and projects
life's gonna make a big change
its hard to accept
but well, this is life!

i don't know what rubbish i'm talking here. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
life is such a pain lar. i really really dont wish to grow up yet.

SUMMARY - i dont feel gooooood! ):