i dont have any reasons to smile now.
i dont know how am i going to pull through the last semester in ngee ann.
while some people might be very very happy getting into their desired academic plan.
i am just not one of them even though i kinda gotten in my desired major.
i am not happy because mui, jov and js wont be in the same class as me anymore.
worst, mui wont be in the same IS class as me anymore. she has been in the same class with me since year 1 the very first sem and she's like the closest one to me in my poly life the past 2 years. now because of this specialisation shit, we cant be in the same class anymore. imagine how my life's gonna be without her and the rest? world turns upside down. hais. i really hope tmr's appeal will be successful so we can be back in the same IS class again. i know its only about 30% chances of success, but i still wont give up that little pin of hope.

third year is really a big headache man. when you know you are going to start a brand new environment with new people coming into ur life and those closest to you leaving you, that kind of feeeling really really suck! i know it can be good knowing more people. but hey, there are bad ones too. like suddenly you dont feel comfortable hanging out with these people and stuff. i dont know how to jot down how i feel like right now. the feeling just suck and suck and suck. arghhh.

no more clique in the same class, no more track training buddies,
life in ngee ann is really going to get more and more boring. ): ): ):