the price that i had to pay for being too playful when it comes to school work is indeed a heavy one.

i'm disappointed not because my result was not good.

i'm disappointed because the possibility of me getting the ngee ann scholarship is lesser now.

after looking at my result this morning, the hope is down to minimum.

that kind of feeling sucks you know? hais.

i should blame myself for not being serious during projects.

i know i still have one more sem to pull up my average gpa.

i also know i still have my iap to pull up my average gpa.

but, for now i dont care about my average gpa.

all i want is that scholarship.

why didnt i find out about this scholarship 2 sems back?

if i had, i would have gotten it for the past 2 sems.

now that my result only meets the minimum criteria, i'm afraid i'll be filtered out because there are many others who are applying for this scholarship with better gpa then me.

hais. what to do? if it's urs, its urs. no one else can take it away from you.

so i really hope i can qualify for it. at least for this sem. pleaseeeee.

i really really need this scholarship badly.

no one will understand, except those who can see whats happening in my life. ):