this is the second time i'm blogging today
just got back from kanglun's 21st birthday party
his house is like an oven man, so warm!
been through many birthday parties recently
they more or less are the same
reach there eat, then chit chat while waiting to cut cake
after that open present then we all go home
thats about it, nothing spectacular! haha.

i am very very tired, but i dont wanner go to bed!
weekends are very precious to me now and for the next 4 months
i just wanner make full use of it now. hahaha.

ivp in 2 week's time
if you ask me whether i'm prepared
i'll tell you my answer is NO
no need to explain
i think its easy to see
for one, i dont have any passion in the event i'm taking
i'm taking it because i want to help the team
for two, my performance during training has been very poor
for three, i dont have much time leftttt
i really miss running a lot a lot
thinking back, i should have been persistent
and not let the little setback pull me down
if i had not given up, many many things would have been different now
this is really one of the regretful decision i've made in life. ):
oh my, this feeling totally suck and i hate it.
let's hope i'll be able to get over it soon. like really soon.

okay time check, it's 00.42am now! still cant sleep, i'm going to watch youtube! GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!

This is for the trackers, throwers and jumpers: Please continue to train hard for the next 2 weeks. Whatever it is, we've already come so far and it's too late to pull out now. I know the amount of effort and hard work you all put in is unmeasurable. So, hang on and it'll soon be the time to show what we are made of alright! Jia you! (: